Missing the bestie too !

u spoke my mind, so i gona adapt from yours...


"as much as i wouldn't pass up on the chance for an overseas stint, sometimes, i just think it takes so much courage to leave your family and friends behind.



even in shanghai surrounded by some new friends whom i go along with for late night drinkings, i miss the best friend so much. we text each other very regularly and share a common blog where we pour our late night laments and greviances to. no matter what, nothing beats having her around to go for museum visits and late night suppers with. especially miss the comfortable silence with each other"



have been catching up with blogs here & there (trying to).
just reached home actualie, for the last 1hr i was sitting there doing nothing but just wait for designers to finish up so i had time for blogs.
it's getting more difficult for me to keep my focus.
i am not reading well - sorry, the chinese novel, i'm less than 2 chapters :s
i end up reading 1 word skipping 3
worst when it come to writing - there's alot in my mind but i cant keep up to it in writing fast enough. my tots jumped too much

see, suddenly i am lost for words.

was out at muse again last night. most of the peeps left at abt 2plus. i refused to. cos i was in denial that i have to work fully over the weekend. i stayed on till 4plus, with shan & a smaller group. i was smoking n drinking away, occassioanl dancing. while she was busy taking care of another drunkard friend.

in muse, i miss the little chit chats we do during chiong. totally random.
here, i can only enjoy the music as much as possible. else its back to smoke n drink.
i am realie smoking too much nowadays! cos i'm perpetually drinking.
i do see familiar faces around, but i cant even bother to make small talks.
why huh
i've talking lesser these few days
n when it come to conversations, i prefer to be asking questions to find out more on others. when it comes to me, i choose to shun n not talk abt my life.
no worries, i am not upset or wat.
but there isn't anything that exciting to talk abt at all here actualie. other than the fact that i'm still considered a newbie here.

i'm also puzzled by my behaviour. slacking in at home over dvd it still my ultimate choice.. haa

lena & family is in town already. but i still cant find time to meet them ! TOMORROW !!

n tomorrow i'll have to start at 11am again.............. can't wait for the preso to be over on monday.

oh yeah, weizhi, wenbin, edric, junteng are in town - for yuxiongs wedding. oh my, i forgot he's here!

supposed to catch them just now - but too bad i ended just too late.

tiredz.

going to miss rockclimbing tomorrow.

oh yeah, did i mention. i so envious of carrie's bods!! wow !

i must find a good reason to do it do it do it... train some abs or at least loose my love handles!
so maybe i need to have more pple telling me that I"M FAT!!
my face is always the deception - pple always say, eh u slimmed down. my response is always, ya only on my face!

CONGRATULATIONS for conquering KK ! just knew u can. the feeling up there must be. WHOAH!
just like when i was at great wall.
"nothing beats this view" - n i do feel this gush (goose pimples actuallie) and felt soooo fortunate to be alive!

miss you my dear